Super Friday (Not Saturday)

Still feeling really tired....but it's a better tired I guess. I woke up at a decent time today!!!!!! I was so proud of myself. Now I'm hanging out with Lehi, and it's fun but I keep almost falling asleep on his shoulder. Poor guy. As always, missing David. He hasn't answered his phone, he only texted me once yesterday, and other than that I haven't heard from him since Sunday. Last Sunday. I can't wait for Latin dancing tonight. I'm really excited about dancing with all the different guys I hope to see there tonight :) But at the same time, I'm worried about things not working out with everything. I keep feeling shut out, like there is something I keep doing wrong, when I only want to learn. I don't mean to be a problem, but I also don't want to be controlled by other people's actions. Lots going on, too little thought, too many headaches. Everything in my head hurts, and it's a pain in the head (haha) trying to study at all. Making me frustrated, but at this point, I guess it's normal. What to do, what to do. Yeah. Today has been fun so far, watching Ghost Whisperer with Lehi, and half being asleep on his shoulder. Who knew THAT would turn out to be such a nice experience haha. My roommies have been in and out of the apartment all day...I'm thinking one more episode of Ghost Whisperer, then BOWLING haha. After that, who knows? Then of course Latin Dancing...I GET MY SHOES TODAY :D I'm so excited. But that's all the way at seven. Can I even wait that long? Maybe I should do homework...yeah that's something I really need to do, but right now I don't know how to manage it all. We'll see how it all goes. Yay for me. Maybe two episodes of Ghost Whisperer then bowling...that way there will be less time to wait to go dancing haha :)