There are days that I am so glad that nothing I say on this blog matters to anyone. Then again, nobody really knows that when I'm really freaked, I go here, and say crap everything that is on my mind. SO.
Now the drama.
The real stuff.
I am so mad. Skylar, my newest sweetie, is cute and all, but probably never gonna want to see me again in his life, so I am just not pushing anymore. I mean really really not pushing. I have issues with pushing.
He is a really nice kisser though. Just for the record ;)
Jonathan may or may not still have a girlfriend. And he wants a "welcome back" kiss. He wants a kiss for everything. Like seriously, everything. I think he really does want a make out buddy, and I just can't figure out why.
So Jonathan wants to make out, Skylar and I made out the other day, I'm getting way too much kissing and not enough love. I mean real stuff. I want Aaron back, the way things used to be, when I'd be really annoying and apologize all the time til he really got annoyed. I mean it was cute :) and I miss him. I just wish he and I didn't have to back off all the time, and now we backed off so much that I doubt he's going to write me back.
Aaron, Skylar, Matt, Jonathan, Yovahn. Way too many people who want my attention, way too little emotional boundaries, way too many stretch marks on my limits.
