Goodnight

Mmmmmm so now we're best friends again and I love it :) It's totally cliche, I know, but our friendship survived somehow. He still is sorry. I think I'm going to leave it that way for awhile so I can get a hold of myself, I guess. I'm falling so hard and fast, I don't know how to look at what is going on here. He's totally in love with me still...and I don't mind, not one bit. It's nice being told so regularly how wonderful you are, or how much someone loves you. I feel amazing right now when it comes to David. He really is sorry for not talking to me, making me not trust him, and making me hurt so much. That makes me feel just...amazing. I want to be cherished, and when I've been hurt I want to be cared about till the hurt goes away. I feel like that happened. Right now, I really wish he was here. Not thousands of miles away. I want my David back. I still need to do my homework, so I am glad I am awake, but at the same time, I want to be talking on the phone with the guy that I can already see myself spending my life with. Even though he hurt me, I already forgive him, and I already love him more than I know how to express.