My messy life

Now I'm really depressed. My poetry is getting awful ratings, my homework is endless, my brain is going down the drain, my life is reeeeally messed up :( I don't want to go to sleep, even though I am absolutely exhausted, because I don't know how I am going to face tomorrow. I feel awful, terrible, you name it. I really want to have a better look on life, but I'm just tired of all the pain, the mess, the stupid stuff my life has been. I want it all to go away. I think I'm going to ask for another priesthood blessing, but for strength to do everything that I need to do this semester. I'm so tired all the time. I'm not getting anywhere. I'm really frustrated, and I can't figure it out.